I hope Im Not Repeating Myself

I wish you never said you loved me I wish that I thought it was shady

I wish my heart wasn't crazy I wish I never have babies I wish me well but I never have health I wish I believed in God again I wish To go where no one could hear the sound of my cry I wish I didn't feel so alone And sometimes I wish I could die I wish I could close my heart forever I wish i couldn't remember you ever I only can wish for a better tomorrow In the mindtime, I live with my sorrow

In The Same State Of Mind

In the Same Horizon I lie here in the same place of my childhood of my younger days I never thought Id stay the same as always I thought I would change To something brighter or whole That maybe some day I'll meet with happiness somewhere I never imagined the state I find myself in The same darkness, the Same fears The same shadows of my years Surpassing my struggles and yet facing the same sorrows Over and Over Im stuck in a hole that never changes since the beginning to the endings

Worlds Apart

We're Two Worlds the Same But miles apart Time was reunited us and Separated still keeps us I feel you closer than anyone and farther away than everyone No matter what I do, I can't be with you The space between us is so wide and it deepens with the sunrise My heart aims to see you everyday Yet I don't Know if you feel the same way Shadows come and Buildings Rise But I dont see you eye to eye hopefully someday I get to see your eyes Or Maybe realize we're worlds apart.