Solo Existe

Cada dia mas, me siento mas lejos de mi misma Ya no hay pasos adelante , sino pasos hacia tras Solo hay piedras en mi camino, no hay espacios para caminar sin tropezar Y dicen que lo que no te mata te hace mas fuerte, pues a mi me ha vuelto mas debil, sintiendo como mi vida se me escapa de mis manos ya no se que hacer para cambiar mi destino Solo existen pocos momentos de alegria y paz Solo existe soledad ,Solo existen pensamientos atormentadores y mis replicas de angustia Solo existen ellos, y yo dejo de existir cuando se apoderan de mi y mi yo, se vuelve inexistente.

And Here Once More

And here once more ,I find myself writing all this words Complaining all my sorrows They never leave me ,they never borrow Someone else's time instead of mine People wish me luck, that I've never had Don't wish to find placebo for it neither I just hope for a new day to begin I'm sick of feeling a Deja Vu that never ends It only revives again in my heart No matter how well It starts It all ends back to that lonely empty part I can't run away from it It's always hiding in the dark I wish I promised myself to find a way out of this To never come back But I keep finding myself here again, where all this suffering began