They Probably Think Im Crazy

Feeling Like an outsider Lost in my own country from my own reality Somewhere in space I wish they find me here. and take me where I need to be Because It isnt here Is no where around There's no place like the home I belong to Where I won't feel alone And I have someone to hold on Where heartbreakers don't exist And the waters aren't so deep I have no fear, I don't shed tears And you're with me There's no tomorrow Just love ,peace ,joy and Common things I that enjoy That's where I should be going to

I hope Im Not Repeating Myself

I wish you never said you loved me I wish that I thought it was shady

I wish my heart wasn't crazy I wish I never have babies I wish me well but I never have health I wish I believed in God again I wish To go where no one could hear the sound of my cry I wish I didn't feel so alone And sometimes I wish I could die I wish I could close my heart forever I wish i couldn't remember you ever I only can wish for a better tomorrow In the mindtime, I live with my sorrow

In The Same State Of Mind

In the Same Horizon I lie here in the same place of my childhood of my younger days I never thought Id stay the same as always I thought I would change To something brighter or whole That maybe some day I'll meet with happiness somewhere I never imagined the state I find myself in The same darkness, the Same fears The same shadows of my years Surpassing my struggles and yet facing the same sorrows Over and Over Im stuck in a hole that never changes since the beginning to the endings

Worlds Apart

We're Two Worlds the Same But miles apart Time was reunited us and Separated still keeps us I feel you closer than anyone and farther away than everyone No matter what I do, I can't be with you The space between us is so wide and it deepens with the sunrise My heart aims to see you everyday Yet I don't Know if you feel the same way Shadows come and Buildings Rise But I dont see you eye to eye hopefully someday I get to see your eyes Or Maybe realize we're worlds apart.

A New Love

I found a new love, I've always longed for Even More than you. What I wanted more, Even if it isn't true I've forgotten myself and my dreams, since you came into my life All i wanted was to breathe you in. But since you're gone i remembered what makes me whole What i truly live for Theirs nothing i want more. I hope you never return But if you do, ill show you what i replaced you for Something as pure as the Sun This passion running through my veins I wont hesitate to hide it no more I need to let go of my fears or Death will be near.

Hate

Hate my life Been stuck for years In a place I don't belong Never done anything of worth To afraid to let go Helping people Never got me an award Hate my job. Hate myself for not taking a chance For not leaving this place For staying close to what I hate the most That made me into something I don't even know Hate the bullshit Hate this feelings Hate the lungs that I breath in Hate my world Stuck in the past Love lost Where are you God?