And Here Once More

And here once more ,I find myself writing all this words Complaining all my sorrows They never leave me ,they never borrow Someone else's time instead of mine People wish me luck, that I've never had Don't wish to find placebo for it neither I just hope for a new day to begin I'm sick of feeling a Deja Vu that never ends It only revives again in my heart No matter how well It starts It all ends back to that lonely empty part I can't run away from it It's always hiding in the dark I wish I promised myself to find a way out of this To never come back But I keep finding myself here again, where all this suffering began