I hope Im Not Repeating Myself

I wish you never said you loved me I wish that I thought it was shady

I wish my heart wasn't crazy I wish I never have babies I wish me well but I never have health I wish I believed in God again I wish To go where no one could hear the sound of my cry I wish I didn't feel so alone And sometimes I wish I could die I wish I could close my heart forever I wish i couldn't remember you ever I only can wish for a better tomorrow In the mindtime, I live with my sorrow