Will It Make Sense?

Maybe You see life as a test I see it like a big mess I remember every word you said And still I cannot Forget The way you made me feel That day when I needed you there And you ran away I can't get over it cause I still feel rejected since that day I've been trying to make amends, Trying to find some way to feel Okay Like I belong somewhere, Like I'm worthy again.. I don't have hepatitis or aids but I feel like they Maybe It's your fault, maybe Its mine ALL I know is this trace of pain that you left my way Hopefully someday I look back and not feel sad when I think about that day The day you push me away.. I don't know what I did to deserve this misery I hope that in the end it all makes sense.