Saying Goodbye

I'm sorry if I was hard on you when I said goodbye If I hurt you by letting you see I was hurt I mean no harm or pain I do wish you the best Don't believe me when I say. I don't want to talk to you cause I do But I can't be your friend maybe never again I wish I could because I value your friendship so much I wish my feelings weren't as strong but they are bigger than I had ever known I wish I could just take them away and we could talk like before I feel like I lost a true friend If you ever read this just know that you are one of the best people I've ever known I wish I could of told you this and so many things more But It was time for me to let you go I forgave you and I hope you can grow Forgive me if I treat you like a stranger But I have no other choice I'm not as strong as you thought I was If you ever read this just know I wish you happiness and joy.